Over the 4th of July weekend a job opportunity presented itself and by the 9th of July I accepted a position at a university in the south of Utah.
I had conflicting feelings about everything and let me explain.
- Having just finished my PhD, it took me a little while to mentally wrestle with accepting that I wouldn’t have a job in the fall (feeling of failure, the right opportunity not presenting itself – even though opportunities were there – blah blah);
- After a talk with a very wise man (my father), I decided that I just needed to let go and let God. So I mentally said “the universe will take care of me and I’m gonna have one heck of a great time traveling and visiting friends – let’s do this.”
- The universe did take care of me. However, I was in the middle of having an EPIC summer walkabout and I wasn’t exactly ready for it to end…especially because I still had a great summer/fall season in MT! What the heck!?! I was conflicted!
- Having carefully listened to the details of the job, having had lengthy discussions about the opportunity with my dearest confidants and my parents, having asked all the questions and liking all the answers…my gut told me that this was THE opportunity. So, I took it.
All that stated…I am SUPER excited about this new opportunity. It has a 9 month time cap on it, for the time being, and I’m ok with that. I turned down two job offers prior to this because they just didn’t feel right – my soul and my spirit weren’t excited. But this was different…my heart is happy, my soul is excited, and I’m really looking forward to this new adventure.
Somewhere in the midst of all this, it hit me pretty hard that I won’t have my fur friend with me this time…she was my rock for the past two major life changes and this one is all on me. It was kinda strange loading up the car and filling her space with boxes instead of her bed…
I’m really excited to start this new chapter but I will not take for granted, or forget, the lessons learned, friendships formed, loved ones lost, laughter shared, love and support that have led me to this next phase in my life and career. I’m blessed and I’m forever grateful to have the most amazing people in my life, who support me through all these crazy adventures and opportunities.
As I hit the road for my next destination, most critically, I will make sure to always remember to take a moment to “stop and smell the roses”.
Time to put the PhD to work…Utah, let’s do this!